From Within Your Eyes
By: °¤°NëkÖ°¤°
Look at what your doing to me
Do you even care how I feel?
I'm saddened by your words
And frustrated with your thoughts
I used to feel so loved
You and others were always there for me
Keeping me uplifted and glad to be alive
Now all you do is cut me down
And put me in situations I don't want to deal with
I thought you were my friends
Now we'll be so far apart
Too far for me to handle
It literally kills me inside
You tear and eat away at my heart
As if this was a game to the end
As each day went by I heard everything you said
How could you say that to each other?
Then when you got me involved
And said that to me
Did you even know what you were saying?
Did you realize the pain that gave me?
I love you both so much
But I really can't take it anymore
You force me to choose between the two of you
Do you know how hard that is to do?
Through these series of events
I have done everything I could for you
I have tried to be the loving daughter
You raised me to be
But you make me sin in your name
I don't know what else to do
So many thoughts run through my head
Whether they be good or bad
I doubt you even care to notice
It's all about you
Nothing about me
This may sound selfish I know
But I have feelings to
My heart cries out to be heard
Will you still be there to catch my tears?
You there with the pretty dark hair
And heavenly sense of taste
I feel your pain and want to help
But you hold me back
Your problems have become mine
You cry in my presence
Urging me to heal your sorrows
I see and hear everything
Don't think I don't know
You try to lead me on the right path to happiness
But my life is different than yours
Everyone's is
We all have our troubles
And we all deal with them differently
I don't need to add yours to mine
So why don't you let me live and learn
Much the same way you probably had to
I really do thank you for what you have done
I couldn't have done it without you
But the time has come for me to move on
Please don't stand in my way
And you there standing so tall
The one I held dear to my heart
How could you do this to us?
My trust was placed in your hands
You never did anything to me
And now this
Do you even know what your doing?
This isn't like you at all
At least what I thought you were like
Is there something your not telling us
Well of course there is
But why do you have to lie about it?
You raised me on morals you don't even have yourself
And with her
You saw what she did
You think your any different... please
Soon you'll be gone
I wish you luck in your troubles to come
But don't come crawling back to me
I don't want to hear anymore pathetic little lies
Your not getting your way with me
But then why would you want to
You've left people before
And didn't come back to them
I wouldn't be any different
Did you not love me?
Obviously you didn't have the love for me
That I had for you
and definitely not for her
The one still by my side
I will be leaving soon
To start a life of my own
I don't need either of your help
I can take care of myself
Believe in me and Trust me
You both taught me well
And I shall use it wisely
Although its been tough
And such a great obstacle to surpass
My memories will always be there
I shall cherish the good ones
and store the old under lock and key
To not be looked at again
What's been done is done
I just wish it was a more happier ending to such a wonderful life